All settled

The admission results are released.
As I presumed, I dropped out.
It is now that I truly realized that nothing just happenes, and that everything comes for some reason. Miracles don't usually occur even if you really want them.
But that isn't the end of my pursuit of an ideal life. Just as I've learned from 'Growing pains', some failures may turn out to be some kind of luck in the future. As long as I keep my dreams well and work hard, the goddess of luck will show her brilliant smile to me one day.
Let me settle down my favourite lyrics of 'Hero' once again to encourage myself and my friends with similar drawbacks:

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strengh to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
You can find love if you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt will disappear

Lord knows dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone tear them away
Hold on there will be tomorrow
In time you'll find the way